Emotional Yin Yang

Track 01 - Will Love Ever Find Me

Track Description: This song explores the quiet ache of waiting for real love to arrive. It follows someone who has been patient, hopeful, and open‑hearted, yet still feels overlooked as life moves forward around them. Through moments of doubt, reflection, and resilience, the story captures the longing to be seen, chosen, and understood. At its core, it’s about holding onto hope even when love feels distant, and believing that the right connection will eventually find its way through.

Will love ever find me

I’ve been waiting so patiently

Feels like the world keeps passing me

Will love ever find me

Another night alone in this quiet room

City lights outside but they don’t break through

Everybody say love shows up when it’s due

But I’ve been waitin so long I don’t know if that’s true

I see couples walkin hand in hand

Feelin things I still don’t understand

I try to play it cool like I got a plan

But deep down I’m wonderin when my turn will land

I’ve been patient I’ve been tryin

But my heart keeps askin why

Every time I think it’s closin in

It fades before it arrives

Will love ever find me

I’ve been waiting so patiently

Feels like the world keeps passing me

Will love ever find me

I’ve had moments where I thought it was near

But they always disappear like they were never here

I give my all but it’s never been clear

If love’s avoidin me or if I’m stuck in fear

I’m the type who loves deep when I fall

But I’m tired of echoes when I call

Still I’m standin strong through it all

Waitin for someone who won’t let me feel small

I’ve been patient I’ve been tryin

But my heart keeps askin why

Every time I think it’s closin in

It fades before it arrives

Will love ever find me

I’ve been waiting so patiently

Feels like the world keeps passing me

Will love ever find me

Maybe love is takin time to grow

Maybe there’s a reason I don’t know

But I’m still here keepin my soul open

Hopin someday love starts showin

Will love ever find me

I’ve been waiting so patiently

Feels like the world keeps passing me

Will love ever find me

Lyrics

Track 02 - What More Do You Want From Me

Track Description: This song tells the story of someone who is trying their hardest to repair a relationship while feeling unseen and unappreciated. It follows a person who has changed, grown, and opened up in ways they never have before, yet still feels like their efforts aren’t enough. The lyrics explore frustration, vulnerability, and the pain of giving everything without knowing what else is being asked of them. At its core, it’s about wanting clarity, wanting fairness, and wanting to be met halfway by someone who keeps holding back.

Lyrics

I’ve been changin up my ways tryna show you I can grow

Every promise that I made I’ve been keepin and you know

I’ve been showin up for you every day without a break

But you look at me like everything I do is just too late

I’ve been open with my heart in a way I never was

Tryna give you all the things you said you needed from my love

But you’re distant in your eyes like you’re somewhere I can’t reach

Tell me what I’m missin cause I’m fallin to my knees

I’m givin everything I got

But it feels like it’s never enough

I’m standin right here in front of you

But you keep callin my bluff

What more do you want from me

I’m tryin so hard but you don’t see

I’m givin you love I’m givin you honesty

What more do you want from me

I’m changin my ways I’m fightin my pride

I’m showin you everything I used to hide

Baby tell me what you need

What more do you want from me

I’ve been fixin all the pieces that I broke along the way

Tryna prove I’m not the man who used to push you away

I’ve been listenin when you talk tryna hear between the lines

But you’re speakin in a language that I can’t decode in time

I’m not perfect but I’m tryin harder than I ever have

I’m not runnin from the truth I’m facin everything I am

But you’re holdin back your heart like you’re scared to let it beat

Baby I can love you if you let me take the lead

I’m givin everything I got

But it feels like it’s never enough

I’m standin right here in front of you

But you keep callin my bluff

What more do you want from me

I’m tryin so hard but you don’t see

I’m givin you love I’m givin you honesty

What more do you want from me

I’m changin my ways I’m fightin my pride

I’m showin you everything I used to hide

Baby tell me what you need

What more do you want from me

If you want me stronger I can be

If you want me softer I can be

If you want forever I can be

Just tell me what you’re askin of me

What more do you want from me

I’m tryin so hard but you don’t see

I’m givin you love I’m givin you honesty

What more do you want from me

I’m changin my ways I’m fightin my pride

I’m showin you everything I used to hide

Baby tell me what you need

What more do you want from me

Track 03 - How Do You Move On?

Track Description: This song captures the struggle of trying to move forward after losing someone who meant everything. It follows a person who is doing their best to heal, but keeps getting pulled back into memories, routines, and places that still carry the weight of what was lost. The lyrics explore the conflict between what people say healing should look like and what it actually feels like on the inside — the shaking hands, the quiet mornings, the emotional setbacks, and the moments when grief hits out of nowhere. At its core, it’s about learning to live with heartbreak, accepting that healing isn’t linear, and trying to find strength in the middle of a pain that doesn’t disappear just because time passes.

Lyrics

I’ve been waking up slow, trying to breathe again

Coffee in the same old cup you used to hold back then

I keep telling myself that time is supposed to heal

But every quiet morning makes the hurt feel real

Everyone says “you’ll find someone new”

But they don’t know the way I loved you

How do you move on when your heart’s still breaking?

How do you let go when the memories stay?

I’ve been trying to stand, but my hands keep shaking

I’m learning to live in the mess I made

How do you move on when the nights get colder?

How do you forget what you can’t replace?

I’m doing my best just to keep composure

But losing you still hits like a tidal wave

I’ve been driving around just to clear my mind

Passing every place where we spent our time

I keep hoping the road might take the weight away

But every single turn brings your name my way

People say “give it time, you’ll be fine”

But they don’t see the war inside

How do you move on when your heart’s still breaking?

How do you let go when the memories stay?

I’ve been trying to stand, but my hands keep shaking

I’m learning to live in the mess I made

How do you move on when the nights get colder?

How do you forget what you can’t replace?

I’m doing my best just to keep composure

But losing you still hits like a tidal wave

Maybe healing ain’t a straight line

Maybe loving you will take a lifetime

Maybe moving on don’t mean goodbye

Just learning how to live without your light

How do you move on when your heart’s still breaking?

How do you let go when the memories stay?

I’m still trying to stand, but my hands keep shaking

I’m learning to live in the mess I made

How do you move on when the nights get colder?

How do you forget what you can’t replace?

I’m doing my best just to keep composure

But losing you still hits like a tidal wave

Track 04 - Just Say Something

Track Description: This song follows someone who’s trying to build the courage to approach a person they’re drawn to but has been too nervous to speak to. It captures the internal battle between fear and desire — the overthinking, the hesitation, the self‑pep talks, and the frustration of holding back for so long. The lyrics show a person who’s tired of letting fear make their decisions and is finally pushing themselves to take a chance, even without knowing how it will turn out. At its core, it’s about stepping out of your own way, facing the possibility of rejection, and choosing bravery over regret.

Lyrics

Saw her standing by the doorway sunlight on her skin

I’ve been trying to say hello but I don’t know where to begin

Every time I get close my heartbeat starts to race

I rehearse a thousand lines then forget them when I see her face

I keep telling myself boy don’t freeze

But confidence don’t come that easily

I’m talking myself up trying to break free

Telling my heart don’t run just breathe

If I don’t move now I’ll lose my chance

Gotta walk right over gotta take that stance

I’m talking myself up trying to believe

She might feel something when she looks at me

All I need is one moment one heartbeat

I’m talking myself up just to speak

My boys say shoot your shot but they don’t feel this fear

I’ve been stuck inside my head for almost half a year

She’s got that kind of smile that makes the world slow down

And I’m tired of being the guy who never makes a sound

I keep saying man don’t hesitate

But courage always shows up late

I’m talking myself up trying to break free

Telling my heart don’t run just breathe

If I don’t move now I’ll lose my chance

Gotta walk right over gotta take that stance

I’m talking myself up trying to believe

She might feel something when she looks at me

All I need is one moment one heartbeat

I’m talking myself up just to speak

Maybe she’ll smile maybe she’ll say no

Maybe she’ll say hi maybe she’ll want to know

But I won’t find out if I stay afraid

Tonight I’m stepping out of my own way

I’m talking myself up trying to break free

Telling my heart don’t run just breathe

If I don’t move now I’ll lose my chance

Gotta walk right over gotta take that stance

I’m talking myself up trying to believe

She might feel something when she looks at me

All I need is one moment one heartbeat

I’m talking myself up just to speak

Track 05 - Leagues Above, Still Mine

Track Description: This song tells the story of someone who refuses to be intimidated by a woman who seems out of his league. Everyone around him sees her as unreachable, but he sees possibility instead of limits. The lyrics follow his determination, confidence, and belief that what sets him apart isn’t status or appearance, but authenticity, drive, and heart. It’s about pushing past doubt, proving people wrong, and stepping boldly toward someone who usually attracts surface level attention but is looking for something real. At its core, the song is about self belief — choosing courage over insecurity and showing up with the confidence to match someone who seems untouchable.

Lyrics

She step in like the whole room’s her runway

Spotlight hittin her just right it’s unreal

Everybody watchin like she’s somethin untouchable

But I’m the only one movin like I know how to seal the deal

She got that high class top tier don’t try aura

But I don’t freeze up I move in closer

Yeah she’s a level above what they think I can reach

But I don’t hear limits when the rhythm hits the beat

She’s used to champagne nights

I’m bringin fire and drive

She’s sittin way up in the sky

But I’m built to climb that high

They say she’s leagues above me

But that don’t stop my heartbeat

I’m steppin in with confidence

No doubt no fear no retreat

If she’s a dream out of reach

Then watch me change the whole scene

Leagues above maybe

But she’s still gonna dance with me

She laugh soft but it hits like a rhythm

Got me movin smoother than I ever envisioned

But I’m not trippin I’m locked in driven

Matchin her energy yeah that’s my mission

She’s had boys with the look but no soul

Pretty faces that fold when it’s time to show growth

But I’m the type who stays solid and bold

I’m the one who won’t fold no I won’t fold

She’s used to champagne nights

I’m bringin fire and drive

She’s sittin way up in the sky

But I’m built to climb that high

They say she’s leagues above me

But that don’t stop my heartbeat

I’m steppin in with confidence

No doubt no fear no retreat

If she’s a dream out of reach

Then watch me change the whole scene

Leagues above maybe

But she’s still gonna dance with me

Give me one beat one look one sign

I’ll show her who I am when the room feels mine

I’m not scared of the climb or the fall

I’m scared of not tryin at all

They say she’s leagues above me

But that don’t stop my heartbeat

I’m steppin in with confidence

No doubt no fear no retreat

If she’s a dream out of reach

Then watch me change the whole scene

Leagues above maybe

But she’s still gonna dance with me

Yeah she’s gonna dance with me

Track 06 - Does She Ever Think Of Me

Track Description: This song explores the lingering ache of wondering whether someone you loved still thinks about you after the relationship ends. It follows a person who’s trying to move forward but keeps getting pulled back into memories, routines, and quiet moments that still feel connected to the past. The lyrics capture late‑night thoughts, emotional restlessness, and the fear of being forgotten by someone who once meant everything. At its core, it’s about longing, unresolved feelings, and the hope that—even after time and distance—your presence still lives somewhere in the other person’s heart.

Lyrics

I’ve been walking these streets after midnight

Trying to quiet down the noise in my head

Every corner feels a little like our life

Every memory hits harder than I said

I’ve been telling my friends that I’m alright

But the truth is I’m barely getting sleep

I keep wondering if somewhere in her night

She feels a pull she can’t quite name like me

I know we said we’d let it go

But letting go is slow

Does she ever think of me

When the world gets heavy and she can’t breathe

When she’s lying awake in the dark

Does my name still echo in her heart

Does she ever think of me

Or am I just a ghost in her memories

I’m trying to move on trying to be free

But God I wonder does she ever think of me

I’ve been scrolling through pictures I should delete

But I can’t bring myself to lose her face

Every smile feels like a promise we didn’t keep

Every moment feels like something I misplaced

I know she’s out there living her own life

Probably laughing with someone new

But sometimes I swear I feel her in the quiet

Like a whisper saying she feels it too

Maybe love don’t disappear

Maybe it just fades year by year

Does she ever think of me

When the world gets heavy and she can’t breathe

When she’s lying awake in the dark

Does my name still echo in her heart

Does she ever think of me

Or am I just a ghost in her memories

I’m trying to move on trying to be free

But God I wonder does she ever think of me

Maybe she’s healed maybe she’s fine

Maybe she left it all behind

But I still feel her in my bones

In every silence when I’m alone

Does she ever think of me

When she hears a song in the key we’d sing

Does she ever pause just to feel

Something she thought wasn’t real

Does she ever think of me

Or am I gone like I never used to be

I’m trying to move on trying to be free

But deep down I hope she still thinks of me

Track 07 - Come Back To Me

Track Description: This song tells the story of someone who realizes too late how deeply they hurt the person they loved and is now desperate for a second chance. It follows a person confronting their mistakes, owning the ways they failed, and recognizing the weight of what they lost. The lyrics capture regret, longing, and the fear of losing someone who once offered genuine love. At its core, the song is a plea for reconciliation — a promise to change, to show up differently, and to rebuild what was broken if they’re given just one more chance.

Lyrics

I’ve been staring at the doorway like you might walk through

Every shadow in this room keeps reminding me of you

I replay every moment tryin to figure what I missed

How we went from holdin on to slippin through my fingertips

I know I made mistakes I should’ve listened more

Should’ve held you when you cried instead of walking out the door

Now I’m standin here alone with the truth hittin hard

You were everything I needed and I let us fall apart

I’ve been trying to breathe without you

But every breath just feels wrong

I keep reaching out in the dark

Hoping you’ll answer before you’re gone

Baby come back to me

I’m down on my knees can’t you see

You’re the only one who ever loved me honestly

Baby come back to me

I’ll fix every broken piece

Say the word and I’ll be everything you need

Baby come back to me

I’ve been scrolling through your pictures like they’re pieces of my soul

Every smile every moment feels like something I still hold

I know you gave me chances and I wasted every one

Now I’m begging for forgiveness for the damage I’ve done

I can change if you let me I can love you like I should

I can be the man you wanted if you say we’re still good

I’m not asking for forever just a chance to make it right

Just a chance to show you I can fight

I’ve been trying to breathe without you

But every breath just feels wrong

I keep reaching out in the dark

Hoping you’ll answer before you’re gone

Baby come back to me

I’m down on my knees can’t you see

You’re the only one who ever loved me honestly

Baby come back to me

I’ll fix every broken piece

Say the word and I’ll be everything you need

Baby come back to me

If you open up the door I’ll walk in different than before

No more pride no more walls I’ll give you all you’re asking for

I don’t want another sunrise if you’re not waking up with me

You’re the part of me I can’t set free

Baby come back to me

I’m down on my knees can’t you see

You’re the only one who ever loved me honestly

Baby come back to me

I’ll fix every broken piece

Say the word and I’ll be everything you need

Baby come back to me

Track 08 - She Don’t Know She’s Mine Yet

Track Description: This song tells the story of someone who feels a growing connection with a woman who hasn’t fully recognized it yet. He sees signs she doesn’t acknowledge, notices the glances she tries to hide, and senses a spark she hasn’t allowed herself to admit. The lyrics explore quiet chemistry, unspoken tension, and the belief that something real is forming even if she’s not ready to name it. At its core, the song is about patience, intuition, and trusting the natural pull between two people who are slowly moving toward the same place — even if she hasn’t realized it yet.

Lyrics

She laughs like she’s already home

But she don’t know she’s headed my way

I see the signs she hasn’t known

But I feel it coming any day

She’s got a glow that fills the room

And I swear it pulls me in

I’m trying not to assume

But I feel something begin

I see the way she looks sometimes

Like she’s searching for a spark

Maybe she’s reading between the lines

Maybe she feels me in the dark

She don’t know she’s mine yet

But the story’s already set

I see the spark she can’t see

She just ain’t caught up to me

She don’t know she’s mine yet

But she will eventually

I catch her staring when she thinks I’m not

And she quickly looks away

There’s a fire she hasn’t caught

But I feel it every day

I’m not rushing what’s meant to be

I’m just letting the moment grow

But deep down I truly believe

She feels something she doesn’t show

Maybe she’s scared to take a chance

Maybe she’s been hurt before

But I see it in her glance

She wants something more

She don’t know she’s mine yet

But the story’s already set

I see the spark she can’t see

She just ain’t caught up to me

She don’t know she’s mine yet

But she will eventually

Track 09 - Make It Right Tonight

Track Description: This song follows someone who’s finally confronting the damage they caused in a relationship and is determined to repair what they broke. It’s about taking accountability, recognizing past mistakes, and showing up with genuine effort instead of excuses. The lyrics capture regret, growth, and the desire to become the partner they should have been all along. At its core, the song is a plea for another chance — a promise to rebuild trust, prove real change, and fight for the love they nearly lost.

Lyrics

I’ve been runnin through the moments in my mind

All the times I should’ve held you instead of lettin you slide

You gave me all your love and I didn’t treat it right

Now I’m standin in the dark tryna bring us back to light

I know I hurt you and I hate what I became

I was caught up in my pride now I’m drownin in the shame

But I’m done with excuses I’m done with the lies

I’m showin up different with truth in my eyes

I’m not askin for forgiveness overnight

But I’m here to fight for us with everything inside

If love is worth savin then I’m ready to try

Baby let me prove I can change your life

I wanna make it right tonight

I’ll do anything to fix what I broke inside

If you give me one chance I’ll show you I can shine

I wanna make it right tonight

I’ll love you better than I ever did before

I’ll be the man you needed when you walked out that door

Baby let me make it right tonight

I’ve been learnin how to listen when you speak

Tryna understand the things you really need

I’m not the man who left you cryin in the sheets

I’m stronger now standin on my feet

I know trust don’t rebuild in a day

But I’ll earn it piece by piece in every way

I’ll show up every time like I never did before

You’re the one I’m fightin for

I’m not askin for forgiveness overnight

But I’m here to fight for us with everything inside

If love is worth savin then I’m ready to try

Baby let me prove I can change your life

I wanna make it right tonight

I’ll do anything to fix what I broke inside

If you give me one chance I’ll show you I can shine

I wanna make it right tonight

I’ll love you better than I ever did before

I’ll be the man you needed when you walked out that door

Baby let me make it right tonight

I’ll take every step you need me to

Break every wall I built around you

I’m not afraid of the work it takes

I’ll rewrite every mistake

I wanna make it right tonight

I’ll do anything to fix what I broke inside

If you give me one chance I’ll show you I can shine

I wanna make it right tonight

I’ll love you better than I ever did before

I’ll be the man you needed when you walked out that door

Baby let me make it right tonight

Track 10 - Come Back To Me (Dance Version)

Track Description: Same as Track 7 (Come Back To Me)

Lyrics

Same as Track 7 (Come Back To Me)

Track 11 - She Makes Me Better

Track 12 - I’m Done Pretending

Track Description: This song tells the story of a man who feels inspired to grow because of a woman he’s drawn to, even though they aren’t together yet. Her presence pushes him to elevate himself — to break old habits, improve his mindset, and become the best version of who he can be. The lyrics explore quiet motivation, self‑improvement, and the way someone can influence your life without even realizing it. At its core, the song is about transformation sparked by admiration, and the hope that one day she’ll see the change she unknowingly helped create.

Lyrics

Yeah

She got me leveling up tonight

I’ve been stuck in the same old lane

Same routine nothing ever changed

Then she walked in everything flipped

Got me tightening up my fade fixing my fit

She don’t even know she’s got me motivated

Every little thing she does feels elevated

I’m in the mirror trying to get it right

Cause I might shoot my shot tonight

I ain’t even got her number yet

But she’s already in my head

Got me stepping with a cleaner vibe

Feeling like I’m coming alive

She makes me better

Got me moving with a whole new pressure

She makes me stronger

Got me holding my head up longer

I ain’t even with her yet

But she’s changing how I move how I step

Yeah she makes me better

Better than I’ve ever been

I’ve been waking up early hitting the grind

Trying to leave the old me far behind

Cleaning up my space clearing my mind

Trying to be the man she might one day find

She don’t know she’s got me upgrading

Breaking out of habits I was stuck in lately

Every time I see her I feel that pull

Like she’s filling up a part of me I never knew was dull

I ain’t tryna be somebody else

Just the best version of myself

If she ever looks my way

I wanna be ready for that day

She makes me better

Got me moving with a whole new pressure

She makes me stronger

Got me holding my head up longer

I ain’t even with her yet

But she’s changing how I move how I step

Yeah she makes me better

Better than I’ve ever been

Maybe she’s the reason I’m growing

Maybe she’s the light without knowing

Got me dancing like I’m brand new

Got me doing things I never used to do

Track Description: This song tells the story of someone who has finally reached their breaking point after being lied to, dismissed, and strung along for far too long. It follows a person who tried to trust, tried to believe the excuses, and tried to hold the relationship together, only to realize the truth has been in front of them the whole time. The lyrics capture betrayal, clarity, and the moment when self‑respect outweighs attachment. At its core, the song is about choosing honesty over denial, cutting ties with someone who won’t change, and walking away from a love built on lies.

Lyrics

I’ve been lookin the other way for way too long

Actin like I didn’t see what’s been goin on

You come home late sayin you were with your friends

But your stories always break where the truth begins

I kept hopin you would change on your own

Gave you space gave you time gave you room to grow

But every time I tried to trust you again

You gave me one more reason to pretend

I’m tired of bein quiet

Tired of playin blind

You keep feedin me excuses

But I’m done this time

I’m done pretending

I know everywhere you’ve been

You keep sayin it’s not what it seems

But I’m not buyin it again

I’m done pretending

You can save your alibis

I’ve been holdin on for too long

Now I’m cuttin all the ties

I’m done pretending

You say “Baby it was just a misunderstanding”

But your phone keeps ringin with a name I can’t stand

You say “You’re overreacting it’s not what you think”

But your lies fall apart every time you blink

You say “I only love you you’re the one I need”

But your actions never match what you say to me

I’ve been patient I’ve been loyal I’ve been tryin to believe

But you can’t call it love when you’re lyin through your teeth

I’m tired of bein quiet

Tired of playin blind

You keep feedin me excuses

But I’m done this time

I’m done pretending

I know everywhere you’ve been

You keep sayin it’s not what it seems

But I’m not buyin it again

I’m done pretending

You can save your alibis

I’ve been holdin on for too long

Now I’m cuttin all the ties

I’m done pretending

Her: “It didn’t mean a thing”

Him: Then why’d you hide everything

Her: “You’re the only one I love”

Him: Then why wasn’t I enough

Her: “Baby can we start again”

Him: I’m not fallin for that again

Her: “You know I never meant to hurt you”

Him: But you did every time I trusted you

I’m done pretending

I know everywhere you’ve been

You keep sayin it’s not what it seems

But I’m not buyin it again

I’m done pretending

You can save your alibis

I’ve been holdin on for too long

Now I’m cuttin all the ties

I’m done pretending

Track 13 - She Don’t Even See Me

Track Description: This song tells the story of someone falling for a woman who doesn’t notice him, no matter how deeply he feels or how closely he watches her from the edges of her world. It captures the quiet ache of wanting someone who seems untouchable — someone who lights up every room but never looks his way. The lyrics explore longing, insecurity, and the painful realization that sometimes the person you want most doesn’t see you at all. At its core, the song is about unreturned affection, the hope that she might one day notice him, and the acceptance that some connections remain one‑sided no matter how much heart you put into them.

Lyrics

I see her walking in the room like she owns the night,

Every step, every move, she’s a perfect light.

I try to say a word but it never lands,

Feels like I’m reaching out with empty hands.

She’s got a smile that could break me down,

But she don’t look my way when I’m around.

I’m just a shadow in her atmosphere,

Close enough to want her, but never near.

I keep hoping she might turn my way,

But she don’t hear a single thing I say.

She don’t even see me,

I’m invisible when she walks by.

I’m trying but it’s easy

To feel small when she won’t even try.

I’m falling for a woman

Who won’t give a second glance to me.

I want her, but I’m learning

Some hearts stay out of reach.

I watch her laughing with her friends like she’s made of gold,

And I’m standing on the outside feeling cold.

I wish she knew the way she lights my world,

But I’m just another face, not her guy, not her world.

I keep imagining a life where she knows my name,

Where she looks at me and feels the same.

But every time I try to step in close,

She walks right past like she never knows.

Maybe someday she’ll look my way,

But I can’t keep waiting on a maybe.

She don’t even see me,

I’m invisible when she walks by.

I’m trying but it’s easy

To feel small when she won’t even try.

I’m falling for a woman

Who won’t give a second glance to me.

I want her, but I’m learning

Some hearts stay out of reach.

Maybe she’s guarding something deep inside,

Maybe she’s been hurt too many times.

Or maybe I’m just not her type,

But still I try… still I try.

She don’t even see me,

But I can’t lie, she’s all I want.

I’m trying to believe it—

That someday she might see what I’ve got.

I’m falling for a woman

Who won’t give a second glance to me.

I want her, but I’m learning

Some hearts stay out of reach.